If you no longer feel comfortable posting here, it is understood.
I still consider you a moderator, if you decide to stay.
This chemtrails thing sucks. You have been going through it for about a year.
We have been putting up with this shit for almost ten years.
I will always be grateful to yourself for all your help.
I started a thread at freeforums after Tuddi, Last Name's friend, went apeshit on me.
Just Got Trolled
I thought maybe we got hacked.
I have removed all ranks. There are no ranks. We are all equals. Sure, I started this forum, so the ultimate big decisions are mine. But I have removed the "admin" from my name. I am just a nobody like anyone else.
We are still ourselves and all is good, pardon me here, had a few brewskis.
Just saying. we all know what we went through, me, you, Man&Nature, Don Smith, Crystal Rose, Day Glo, and all the lurkers and readers who have been feasting on Gastro, CTC, Carnicoms, and DBS the last couple years.
Chief, never forget that we won, and they lost.
I let last name back in, but after the brouhaha from Tuddi, what was I supposed to do?
I will now set the record straight on pm's. If someone pm's me, please make it clear if something is "off the record." Otherwise, it should be fair game. May41970, I don't think you should stop posting here. All you need to do is put up some Taiwan chemtrail pictures/videos, and you are the man.
The #1 priority of this place is to expose chemtrails and get them stopped before we all get asthma and alzheimers.
So here goes. Seeing that you are at the point of leaving, I mght as well post our last correspondences.
socrates wrote:Re: thank you. thank you!
chief, don't know if u know, but started a chemtrail thread in general discussion at P.I....
Plus, a lot of fireworks here today, at CTC, yesterday.
I feel that my job is complete.
I feel that we really have won, and they lost.
Thanks.
Just hope the rest of you can take the floor more, as I try to wean off a bit.
I know there is a lot now on the table.
But I know you are honest,
and all feedback from you helps.
Just don't want my name dominating as much as
it has been.
A lot of fireworks!
A lot of action this afternoon, mayhem almost.
Peace!
may41970 wrote:Re: why?
I spent a long time sending you that short pm the other day - probably spent an hour editing it. Wasn't it you, soc, that recently said something about how we're coming up on this site? About how we can't give the enemy any reason to attack us? About how we should be like Biko?
And immediately, IMMEDIATELY, after I sent you the pm, you did exactly, precisely the thing I feared; the thing I was subtley trying to suggest that you be on the lookout for. The very thing you had warned me against. You let your administrative duties get ruled by your emotions.
Didn't you say, "Innocent until proven guilty?" what the hell happened? Can you imagine "A Voice" ever saying "fuck you" to a poster? Or that she's banning a poster because the poster had managed to log on, but failed to respond to her question quickly enough?
You're the administrator here, and you're telling people to fuck off?
"Don't insult me in my own home?" I can't believe you said that. Those are almost EXACTLY swampgas's own words at his site. Practically verbatim. Things are going good soc, I don't get it. Why did you mess things up?
You just sent this site back to day one with your posts on the haven thread. You've hurt our credibility more than all the fakes have since the very beginning. They're probably celebrating about now.
You are the best, but I've seen what happens when the emotional roller coaster starts. It's your achilles heel, and it's more damaging than you realize. If you don't get this under control, you will destroy everything you've ever accomplished. Don't you get it? Everything great you've done; all your awesome posts and discoveries and observations - it can all be wiped out forever by one day's bad mood and loss of self control.
Everything you write on the net is permanent. It'll be there for your great grandchildren.
My best advice is to acknowledge your screw-up, admit that you are human too. Explain why you hit back so hard; (your history, etc, with fakes) - and bite the bullet. Acknowledge you are human, that you're new at administrating and promise to try to do better.
You can't ban people cause you suspect them of so-and-so.
I consider you my friend. You're not perfect, just like me and everyone else. But if you don't set this right. If you don't act like an adult here, I'm not going to be hanging around too much more.
If you want to harangue me, feel free. But if you let your emotions rule the way you administrate this site, I don't want to be part of it anymore. I don't see victory, I see a serious fuckup. You're human, though, so there's nothing so wrong with it if you acknowledge it and do the right thing.
may
ps - you can publically post some or all of this pm if you want, (but please clean up the grammar errors first). Or keep it to yourself. It's up to you. Also, I'm tired of going back and re-editing this letter. Maybe my words aren't just right, but if you can't understand what I'm talking about, then so be it. And if you ban me from this site, or remove my admin duties, you have my solemn word that I will never break our trust.
I respect you. I believe you are real. And you are my friend. I will never do anything to hurt you or our cause.
may
fuck fear
socrates wrote:Re: why?
Hi,
just read through this quick, not much time right now.
I thought we were hacked yesterday.
When tuddi changed his name, the friend of the person u invited, when he changed his email, it seemed that he got into a restricted area.
Just don't have time right now.
Just curious how if you had the time to think all this, that you haven't been able to do the same with the materials I came up with on Aubuchont/Thomas.
writing fu is quite different than writing fuck you.
Did you look closely at what ur "friend" and then the friend of ur friend wrote? Did you really look closely at what Tuddi wrote???
Not gonna get into this anymore now, just no time.
But I don't think u realize how draining it is to go through all this shit and get little feedback, little help on the board. Man and nature seems to think I did the right thing.
Look again at what last name wrote.
Look at all the shit I've put up on this board.
f*** last name, f*** tuddi, and f*** anyone who is a fucking asswipe.
Did u see what i wrote at CTC, the questions to Lou? Have you seen the new thread at PI?
I think you are reading more into this than is there.
but again, no time. gotta do something, errands and stuff today.
Sure, you have helped a lot. Not saying otherwise.
but Swamp was right.
in that one way.
u don't go into someone's house and shit on their carpet.
You have every right to think what you want.
But these fockers are spraying the shit out of us.
We don't have time to put up up with shits like last name.
Yeah, he is a shithead.
He got what was coming.
no time right now.
not ignoring ur constructive criticism, just don't agree with it.
More concerned about the shit uncovered on Thomas that you told me to "hang on" that you had to look through.
I'm not ur editor.
I sincerely don't care anymore about how this looks.
I'm looking to accelerate getting chemtrails stopped.
There is no time available for shits like last name.
Look at what he wrote.
HE CALLED US FOCKING KOOKY.
SO F**K HIM AND F**K ANYONE IN THE CHEMMIES' WAY
so again, please, anything to help out with as concerned to the chemtrails- deep sky, chemtrails in taiwan?
Because that should be the priority, not worrying about me banning someone for calling us whackjobs.
look at Tuddi.
These are fucking disinfo c****.
any insights into the deep sky.
jeezus may41970, wtf?
have a good day.
please don't fuck with your posts.
but i no longer feel comfortable with you as a moderator.
nothing personal, just I see ur point, but i don't think u see my many points. time is not a luxury.
Those will thomas articles, books, doesn't take too long to look at.
It looks like we fucking busted this thing wide open,
surprised u are focusing in on protecting last name.
peace.
May41970, I apologize for thinking you would mess with ur posts.
That was uncalled for.
Sorry, just got paranoid, Last name and Tuddi showed up here as a result of ur invites.
My admin status is gone.
The main thing is to get the chemtrails stopped.
If you feel last name is real despite him allegedly being friends with the scumbag Tuddi, then I will let him back in.
But why should we waste time on debunkers calling us kooky?
Dude, if you are for real, we both should just admit our mistakes and move on.
Like, if u have a camera, get us some chemtrail shots.
History is calling us Chief.
What about the Will Thomas thread.
People are curious what u think!
Peace.
Oops. duderino, before u decide to bail out, check out this new thread at Progressive Independent.
The Chemtrail Thread
I saw u signed up there.
No need to rush to quick decisions.
What about the Will Thomas?
Chief, we won, they lost.
With my heart and soul I want chemtrails exposed.
If u are for real, I don't see u leaving.
{ON EDIT: I censored out a lot of my bad words and also apologize for using one word I never should use.
Also, I am not sure these are disinfo people. They seem it. But it appears that Tuddi is located in Peru and Last Name in England. I am not so sure how the two know each other, and to be honest, I don't care.)

